Estrella - Stay

Sound straight from the twilight
Has me up all night
I can't fall asleep 'cause I keep thinking of you
And I saw a shadow outside my window and it's you.

[Chorus]
All my sorrows flew away
Hush, keep quiet, hear me say
I don't ever want you to go
Please stay
With the moonlight dancing free
And there's no one but you and me
There's no reason to go astray
Please stay.

Making up a story
It's the way you're looking at me
If you think that this is funny, it's just you.

Try and think about it,
If you're heart is closed don't lock it,
Keep your keys back in your pocket,
Think this through.

[Chorus]

Please stay with me
Just stay with me
and I will take you to Foreverland
Just stay


[ ~ MaLaYsIa BoLeH bAh ~ ]

i don't know la... 

[Post]

Remember that monologue I did? My teacher said it was quite good. EL, Oh, EL.

[/Post]

i had a lot of fun doing this lol. Some parts are true while some were just there to make my essay reach the minimum 2 page requirement XD. So take a wild guess and entertain yourself while trying to figure out True or False.

Note: There's no font options for some reason, sorry if the words are really small. Hold down Ctrl then scroll the mouse, should increase the text size for your browser.

[start essay now]

I should be studying. Studying. Why am I on the computer? There’s not much time left. SACs every week. No time for games. Gotta study. What to study? Chemistry or Physics. Or Math. I should write some essays. Easy ones maybe. Don’t like essays. Hate them. Must practice. Practice makes perfect. Don’t wanna cook dinner again. No time. Did that yesterday. Hope mum will cook. Should have made a study timetable. Make one on Sunday? Chemistry test on Monday. Get off the computer. Stop chatting. No time for that. Study. Study. Six p.m. already. Forgot about tennis training. Gotta arrange for another lesson with Chris. Takes up so much of my time. Waste time losing my competitions. Need more training. Where’s my calculator? Where’s the eraser? Have to be more organized. Gotta start making notes for chemistry. Sunday. Wake up early on Sunday and start making notes. So tired though. Must make those notes. Where is that damned eraser? Wish I didn’t get so much homework. Wouldn’t have so much if I finished everything on time. Have to work harder. Must do well. Like cousins. They work so hard. Can’t compete. Who cares. Not important. Hurry and finish homework. Time is moving. Must catch up. Everyone else studies really hard. Where’s the pen? Need to focus. Focus! Mum wants me to cook.

(Sigh.)

Must help around the house more. Mum does a lot for us. I never do anything. Lazy. Why am I so lazy? Did I add too much salt? Add water. Too much water. Soup. Tastes weird. I hate cooking. Back to homework. I need chemistry tuition. Don’t get what the teacher is saying. Because I didn’t study. No need to waste money on tuitions, just study more. Study. Getting hungry. Can’t focus. Can’t eat till everyone gets home. Food’s getting cold. Maybe it would taste better cold. I’m an idiot. Why is the computer still on? Turn away. Turn away from the devil box. Done so little work. When is my brother gonna get home. So hungry. Eat some snacks. Getting fat. No snacks. Biscuits. Hate them. Chocolate. Bad. Need more exercise. Should go jogging. Get fit for tennis. More stamina. Always forget to go jogging. No self-discipline. Focus! Don’t understand question. Skip. Easy question. Great. Don’t know how to answer. Skip. Can’t remember definition. Skip. Don’t know what that is. Skip. Graph too complicated. Skip. Need to stop skipping questions. Skip. Fingers are getting cold. Feet too. Need a hot shower. Take a hot shower. Do homework after hot shower. Love hot showers. Don’t waste water don’t waste water. So warm. Wasting water. Stop showering. Wasted twenty minutes. Running out of time. Must finish homework. Left glasses in the bathroom. Idiot. Hurry. Hate extreme weathers. Too cold to concentrate. So cold. At least it’s not hot. Can’t focus. Brother’s home, time to eat. Mum says it’s not bad. Big lie. Can’t blame her. Just trying to support me. Don’t wanna cook tomorrow.

(Wash dishes)

So tired. Have to finish homework. More time to study on weekends. Tennis competition. Saturday morning. Wasting study time. Barely able to focus on studying anyway. Always slacking. Always on computer. TV is too loud. Can’t focus. Stupid sister. So annoying. Listen to music on iPod. Full volume. Finished chemistry. Math. Math. Easy math. Love it. Didn’t do well for last test. But still love math. Why are essays so hard? Need more practice. Had a lot of practice for math. Can solve Sudoku easily. Can’t do crosswords. Someone’s talking to me online. It’s her. She’s bored. Me too. Nothing to do. Homework? Finished. Study something. Too tired, can’t be bothered. Me too. (Smiley face. Silence) Going to sleep. Good night. She thinks I’m boring. I know it. Can’t help it. Don’t know what to say. Weather. Cold. Right. I’m an idiot. Everyone’s getting a girlfriend now. I’m still just a “Friend”. Scared of getting too close. Might distract me more than usual. Must prioritize. Studies first, girls later, so says Dad. Not here to relax and have fun. Here to get into university. Must graduate. Like cousins. Have always been compared to them. Always disappointing. Must get successful career so we can support them in the future. Repay them. Didn’t even want to come here in the first place. Can’t disobey. He planned this before I was born. Inevitable. Good word. Could use it in essays. Vocabulary improving. Slowly. Should have made that vocabulary book. Would improve faster. Still haven’t finished homework yet. Due tomorrow. So tired. Coffee. At night? I’ve gone crazy. I miss my old friends. I miss seeing her smile. I’m gonna miss chemistry class if I don’t finish this. Quick quick quick. Just finish it. Doesn’t have to be perfect. Yet. Must sleep early. Wake up early. Don’t wanna be late tomorrow. Gonna be late tomorrow. Not gonna have enough sleep at this rate. Hurry up. Won’t have enough energy. Can’t concentrate in class. Can’t understand anything. Gonna fail VCE. Fail life. Lonely forever. Need tuition. No. Yes. No. No. Almost finished. Can’t figure out last question. Think think!

(Blank)

Screw it. Sleep. Love sleep.

(Beep beep beep)

Damn.



[ ~ InEvItAbLe ~ ]

Chain (Back-on, its and anime theme song, Air Gear)